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雏菊，我喜欢的花。

《雏菊》，我喜欢的电影。

恋爱地图，第一个故事的线索，是雏菊。

小时候喜欢的一本书里面的一条小狗，叫雏菊。

与雏菊有关的故事，很多很多，只是不属于我。

我想有一个花园，种很多很多的雏菊，看着，会很高兴。

或者，就种一盆，精心呵护，看着，会很欣慰。

第一次用蓝色的字写日志。

不代表忧伤，

只是想沉淀下心情。

习惯就是这样，长时间不去触碰，就会慢慢淡忘，

然后就会有新的习惯...

每天打开浏览器的第一件事依旧是博客，

但只是象征性地看看，丝毫没有写的冲动，

习惯。

昨天被G批评不更新博客了，個么我今天来更新了。

注定会是一段流水帐，about 最近。

就这样大二，潜意识里还以为自己大一，装嫩么？也不是。习惯。

所以就是潜意识里拒绝长大。一直都是。

新生来了，欢迎过了，他们正在过的就是去年此时我过的日子。

乱七八糟的大一，没什么好怀念的。

从小爸爸就说我是慢热型的，那就慢热吧。

大概也许可能最近才真正有大学生的感觉吧，

融入，其实也挺简单，也挺开心。

三人撑起一家社团。

两整个下午，4个人食堂一张桌，剧本。

（奶茶王子送奶茶～）

接下去怎么排戏，还是个未知。但愿一切顺利。

社团巡礼，太阳底下收钱，去年也是如此，只是今年没了那热情。

原因不明，只是知道了所谓的招新的真正意义。

（奶茶王子又送奶茶～）

社团联办公室还是常去，有熟悉的人，也有新面孔。

学院的办公室，还是决定继续做下去，所谓的副部呢。

蛋蛋主任很好玩呢。

做做小跟班呢。

还不错呢。

嘿呢。

演讲比赛观赛之后,走出体育馆大门的瞬间,突然发现晚上的校园好美.

几排路灯发出昏黄色的光,抬头望见一圈圈的光晕,伴着阵阵凉风吹在身上,倒也散了白天的一身劳累.

饶有兴致地和室友走上文史楼前的大草坪,这块在整个校园里我最喜欢的草坪,在夜色下越发显出魅力.

军鞋踩上草地,湿湿的,软软的.

绕过星星点点的情侣,看着他们的甜蜜,我们似乎也挺欣喜,洒下一路的歌声.

回到寝室,习惯性地打开电脑,打开浏览器,打开博客.

看着两个多星期不曾更新的博客,突然有想写的冲动,关于军训.

想说很多,却又不知道从何说起.

8天了,军训尚未结束,却也恍如隔世.

虽只8天,也许真正的高潮还在后面几天,但这8天里的故事也足以留下太多的记忆.

初中和高中都有军训,可这次也许是这辈子最后的军训了吧.

最后一次,每每说到这个词,总会心酸,总会有本能的留恋.

这是对即将逝去的一种眷顾,也许,只是因为我们已经长大.

喜欢自己的连队,这个只有9个男生和一大群女生的连队.

谁说女子不如男?炎炎烈日,我们照样可以英勇无畏.

这种凝聚,是一起吃苦的幸福.

我喜欢自己的连队,这个有一个可爱教官的连队.

他比我们大不了几岁,眉宇间有着和我们一样的青春朝气.

他喜欢和我们说军营里的故事,每次都能在我们心里泛起阵阵涟漪.

我们也爱笑话他啰里啰唆口齿不清,但谁都知道,这些笑声的背后是我们对他独特的幽默感的喜欢和尊敬.

我喜欢自己的连队,这个承载无限关怀的连队.

全程陪同的辅导员,他们的工作肯定不比我们的训练容易.

亲手为我们送来的棒冰,我们吃在嘴,感激在心.

热心探望我们训练的学长学姐,自掏腰包给我们送来冷饮.

在背后默默给我们加油鼓劲.

生日歌,几乎隔天就会响起,军营里的生日,感觉一定很特别吧.

这种凝聚,是一起分享的幸福.

我喜欢我们的连队.这也是一个小小的通讯兵的幸福.

当有同学亲自把稿件送到我寝室的时候,当在一期期戎育上看到我们连队发表的文章的时候,

当每隔一天握着厚厚的稿子,在上午军训完之后大汗淋漓地赶到团委办公室的时候.....

这是属于通讯员的小幸福。

最后一次军训,在还没结束的时候就开始怀念...

喜欢这张照，虽然不是出自我手。

你看，八瓣花瓣的小花，

在空中，

用一种完美的姿态。

倔强的生命，

冲着太阳的希望和力量。

如果，我也能做一朵小花，只管自己静静地开。

何必与别人争妍斗艳，何必生存地那么艰辛。

待到山花烂漫时，只在丛中笑。

因为我知道，华丽的姿态，总会有欣赏的眼光。

平凡的存在，也会有令人注目的光华。

如果我也会摄影，用3年前美国买来的这架Fuji。

用喀喳的瞬间，记录那些美丽。

然后把他们印在相片纸上，在留边处用变幻的字体写上自己的名字。

如果能这样，多好。

英文貌似比较适合流水账文...太有思想的文字用英文表达不出来 ...汉语瑰丽多彩呀(极度倾向于汉语大概成了"专业病"),其实是我自己水平问题呀~~~~~~

Time has wings. Almost in a sudden, i realize that there is only one week left for my vacation----that's the first summer vacation in my four year's college life.

In retrospect, now let's see what i have done in one month and a half.

from 31st Jun. to 12th Aug. CIEE program with an american student. twice a week. teaching chinese as a foreign language for the first time.

3rd Jul. karaoke together with Jenny, then CIEE.

4th Jul. former class reunion (senior high three). including a man from peking university and five girls from different colleges in shanghai. Haven't met with each other for almost a year, everyone seemed to have changed a lot.

from 7th Jul. to 1st Aug. studying psychology as a second major.  got 8 credits. shuttling between school and home everyday made me feel exausted.

during this period of time, life wasn't boring.

10th Jul. cut classes to join those guys(one of my former classmates in senior high three and several young boys and girls)---playing video games in a carnival. Went there for the second time----the first time was in my senior high two----many changes have taken place in this wonderful world. feeling quite excited.  Then, dinner with "little fatty"(so strange to call him like this.never mind~) because we were not able to get on the metro railway during the rush hour and there was no taxi either.

13th Jul. karaoke with my cousins for 6 hours during the day time. Then, a family reunion dinner at a restaurant. the next day , i had a sore throat.....

17th Jul. dinner with history teacher in my senior high three( together with 3 other guys)xinjiang food~

18th Jul. showing around ECNU for the guy from peking university. then, sightseeing in Changfeng aquarium together with two other guys.

23rd Jul. dinner with two guys. south-east Asia food, that's delicious. Then, TOM's World. got about 1000 tickets----two gifts. so fantastic!

27th Jul. dinner with three former classmate in senior high 1&2. one just coming back from xi'an jiaotong university, one studying in SISU and another is my school mate, 11years.

29th Jul. Louis's birthday dinner in Quanjude.,huaihai Rd.  roast duck~ so delicious! what was more delicious than the duck were the tricks we played on each other. My little scheme worked~

1st Aug. shopping with mum.

from 4th Aug. to 5th Aug. trip to dinasour land in changzhou together with 10 former classmates in junior middle school. EXCITING! Not sleeping throughout the night, we came back to shanghai the next day. We should have been to Wuxi....

7th Aug. karaoke with Jenny.

16th Aug. will watch the Olympic football match. expecting~

Then, from 19th Aug. to 31st Aug. military training.

1st Sept. new semester.

cannot help feeling anxcious about the coming new semester---- afraid may be a more accurate discription for my feeling at the moment....